Intro to Understanding me

To understand me and my way of thinking you have to understand my journey up to this point. To summarize thing. I was born in Gary Indian to a young single 18 year old lady in 1982. I have an older brother who is two year older than I and a younger sister who is only a year younger than I. Since my mother was so young we move around a lot some time state to state. I think it was my mother way of finding herself as a young woman since she had kids at a young age. I think I have been too six different elementary schools, one middle school and three different High School. I sometime blame all the moving on the way I am so quickly to befriend people but at the same time so quickly to let people go. I also think that it affected my learning ability, which I later learn in college. So I do not have any child hood friends and it’s hard for me to accept seeing or being in the same spot for too long. I never meet my father, which a part of me feel a little lost and sad at time, and because of that always looked for relationship from men to fill that voids in my life…..since the age of 16 I do not think I have never been not in a relationship. Growing up for me was fun even though I was poor It never affected my child hood. When I was old enough to understand I was poor my mom would work two jobs to make sure that we had the latest fashion and are own phone line. Comparing myself to the other ghetto children I thought I was the stuff, I had the ability to lend my clothes out to the neighborhood girl who mother was crack head, and have my own phone line. In my world (THE GHETTO) I was good, but compared to the outside world I was not my family was poor. When I was 15 I met a boy who later I feel in love with and allow him to take my virginity. Who would have known that this young man would be the one to expose me to a lot of stuff as well as put me through a lot of things? When I move back to Milwaukee at 17 to be with my high school love from then into know I have met some interesting people, travel to some interesting spots, made some hard decisions, and later started my own family. This blog is to share my journey with others and to clearly get some stuff of my mind. My goal for is to offer a collection of thought on fashion, makeup, skincare, children, marriage, television show and random topic. I hope that my posts are inspirational, problem solvers and informative to viewers. As a blogger I want to communicate with passion and integrity and gladly share my wisdom with you.